Human beings have a remarkable ability to run mental simulations of future events.
This is a good thing. It lets you plan. It lets you anticipate the beautiful things in your future.
But it can be an emotionally disruptive thing:
Because when those mental simulations of tomorrow take a dark turn, that's when troubles begin today.
Which is why Jesus said, "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble."
(Matthew 6:34)
When God made you, he gave you this superpower called Imagination.
It's like having a movie producer inside your own head. You're sitting in a giant movie theater, an immersive experience, and you're watching your future story unfold of how things are going to go.
Your future self is the star of the movie. It's either going to be an epic adventure with a happy ending showing the nobility of the humble hobbits, or an epic catastrophe with Sauron and his army of orcs taking over the world.
What kind of movie were the disciples running when Jesus took them on a boat at sea.
While Jesus slept peacefully, they were running an internal movie: 'The waves are getting higher... the boat is filling... we are going down... and Jesus doesn't even care.. we're dying.'
Their future selves were leading actors in a disaster film.
God meant for imagination to be a gift to you. He meant it to be a source of pleasure. It's the source of creativity and all the beauty in the world.
But the imagination is also a source of worry, and that's what we're talking about.
Worry is chain reaction of thinking that's taken a turn down a dark path.
I have an awesome nephew named Joe. When he was in fifth grade, he wrote a story called, The Dog Ate My Homework. From that little event, it was a chain reaction.
Because the dog ate his homework, his teacher got mad.
Because his teacher got mad, she called his parents.
Because she called his parents, they missed a day at work.
Because they missed a day at work, the power plant had problems.
Because the power plant had problems... well you get the chain reaction idea...
The story ends with the whole world blowing up, all because the dog ate his homework.
His teacher forgave him for all his missed homework.
This is called Catastrophizing. I like the word Horriblizing.
This is what happens when the movie you're making in your head takes a dark turn... and everything spirals into the worst-case scenario.
This is what happened when God brought his people to the promised land. God gave them this land for their blessing. God also promised to drive out the really chaotic and depraved cultures that were occupying their ancestral land.
When they got there, God's people sent in 12 spies to do recon.
Two spies said that the land was incredible and beautiful, and yes, there are enemies in the land, but God will help us drive them out, let's go.
Tens spies said that the land was incredible and beautiful, and the enemies in the land were giants that make all of us look like grasshoppers by comparison and if we try to take that land we're doomed... and that story ends like this:
"So all the congregation lifted up their voices and cried, and the people wept that night. And all the children of Israel complained against Moses and Aaron, and the whole congregation said to them, 'If only we had died in the land of Egypt! Or if only we had died in this wilderness! Why has the LORD brought us to this land to fall by the sword, that our wives and children should become victims? Would it not be better for us to return to Egypt?'" (Numbers 14:1-3)
The spies' catastrophizing is a classic example.
And the disciples in the boat showed the same chain reaction in real time.
One wave led to another in their minds until the only logical conclusion was, 'We are perishing.'
If you've ever known a chain smoker, they can smoke a whole pack with one match, because one cigarette lights the next.
So it is with anxiety. One thought lights the next thought which lights the next and they keep getting bigger, and darker, and "horribler"... until everybody hates you and even God has forsaken you, and everything precious to you is in ashes.
So goes the anxious imagination.
You can view worry as a chain reaction of future thinking that's taken a turn down a dark path.
Make sense?
Now let's add another feature to understand what anxiety is.